another sad ish day....

it sneaks up on me
and tears can fill my eyes
not thinking you were in my head
the last thing on my mind

even something funny
can bring on something sad
i want to scream
its just not fair
i want what i once had

my heart aches
why wont it stop
i wish i felt much less

but theres a hole
i need to fill
somewhere inside this mess

and another day goes by
he sais it will take time
he sais i got a crack in my heart
but some day i will feel fine

he told me that its hard for you
told me things affect you too
told me that ill have to wait
told me that its not too late

as i lean on him
i hope hes right
and he wipes my tears
another night...