Saturday, February 27, 2010


time is not always friendly
its goes quickly
it moves too fast when you need it most
it drags on slow when you could do without
and the harder you try to hold on
the quicker it seems to slip through you fingers
seems to mock you
theres nothing you can do
it just goes
im not happy with it right now
slow down!!
or go back
give me more
take me back to windows i had
and let me enjoy them longer
let me enjoy this one longer


its not going to
its still ticking away
like a cruel joke
i cant stop

Saturday, February 20, 2010

This past week has brought a lot of painting
between trying to make new
and working on a few custom orders
ive been a busy little bee

The sun has been shining outside
although snow is still stacked high
and theres more to come

Im hoping to get some time
this next week
to work on some things just for the shop
in the mean time
im trying to get inspired

anyone wanna inspire me?

in other news ive been answering random
and anonymous questions
on my springform account

i most likely will answer
and some are even posted to my twitter

Monday, February 15, 2010


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I love making
families of real people with my dolls
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So this past week was
valentines day
and while im not a fan of "st. hood"
and such
i read up on my valentines history
st. valentine was a priest who secretly married
people at a time when the reigning ruler
had banned marriage and engagements due to the fact
that it was discouraging people from fighting
in his war
valentine was later found and killed for his crime
on Feb. 14th
thus people remembered him
and love on that day

The flowers were given to me by my eldest daughter
she made them completely on her own
thought up on her own
so creative she is ;)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

so happy thursday!!
yes its 12:16 am so technically thursday

im up too late
soo tired but i dont want to sleep

got to talk to my bestest friend today
it was not so good
then good

so im left feeling eh... i dont know

anyways im bored. thought id blog but halfway in
im feeling im just rambling mindless nothing
at you all

truth is it late
im alone
in need of... company?
anyone wanna come over? hmmm
*looks around in blogville*

oh well. i tried
ok this is pointless to drag you on much longer
seeing as i have no point
night night

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

lazy sunday

we lie there
doing nothing and everything
i sit there
feeling the comfort and the safety and the peace
that is in your presence
near me

i wished i could have held on
i wished i could have taken hold
and not let go
i wish the sunday
that sunday
would have drawn on
like endless ocean waves
moving forward yet never ending

i cant describe the feeling
the pure contentment
just happy
id say
happy in you being near
you being here
you being there with me

happy in the warmth of you
and your touch
your big strong hands
soft brushes
your eyelashes
your eyes
so friendly
so much inside
to share with me

your skin was like warm desert sand
smooth to the touch
your nose and cheeks
so lovely sat waiting for my soft lips kisses
your smile
so contagious
brought pinkness to my face and
with it a smile as well

i miss the mundaneness of it all
the pure satisfaction of it all
i miss the way you would linger
with your fingers
your hands
your gaze
i miss the way
you wanted me to hurry up when i had to leave the room
so that we could be near eachother again
i miss the way if i were gone to long yould follow me
again lingering

like suprising me in the drug store with your presence
when i was alone
and turned to see you
the smile inside me went from ear to ear
the one outside as well
thank you

but the day past
the week
the time
my hands couldnt hold on as long as i had wished
and those strong hands of yours
you lost your grip

why is it we had to give in
to the world
to the thoughts and ideals of those who dont know us
and by us i mean
you and me
with such strong passion and emotions
us together
like magnets
why must we lose the opportunities we could have
because of the what others think
why must it matter

when i all i know is
no matter the cost
the journey with you
by your side would be worth it

i remember that sunday
as i lie there
hold on to this
dont let go
keep it forever etched in your memory
the smell
the feel
that sunday
blue soft sheets
rain outside the window
and peace within me